Thursday, February 5, 2009 7:33 AM
Sad times
many things happened today. almost tio taiji. shit man! lols.
hais. went to pub. drank some beer. fun with friends. sad to be alone. whenever i'm alone, i feel remember the happy times i had with my friends. i feel like crying when i'm in this pathetic life. Why can't everyone like before? why did i changed so much? haix. zhiyuan, maybe this is life. you will never get what you want. learn how to accomodate to your destined life.
i wished that everything will be normal soon. maybe things might not be the same anymore. but i hope our friendship is still there. if you see this, you know how sorry i am. i'm so sorry.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009 3:02 AM
feeling lonely now. feeling empty now. feeling left right up down all so mixed up. i don't know why . maybe this is the aftermath. i have no motivation to study. i find no reason for me to be on earth. what is the role i'm playing on this earth? nothing. only i need people. no one needs me. feeling so useless.
Monday, February 2, 2009 7:30 AM
when will i know the truth?! when the truth hurts. am i thinking too much? or its just that i'm looking at the truth? i have enough already. i really hate it! i really hope that i was nv born into this world. i can't bear to know the truth. cause it hurts. what am i talking?! haha!
Sunday, February 1, 2009 6:45 AM
New year visit to friends' house
oh yeah. it was a very fun day! eaten my favourite pinapple tarts and Sus in zhisin's house! and it was delicious! yummy! but didn't continue eating because i was quite afraid of my size.. haixx. and zhisin's father very good. ask me and da wanna drink beer? lols. do we look like those who drink beer? we are kind-hearted de hor!.. and hor, i suddenly let out a bad word in zhisin house. so sorry! hope her parents doesn't heard it! :)hha oh yeah! me and da wore pink on that day! seems like not a very lucky colour. cause we lost money! shit man! ok la. lazy to elaborate. no mood.
suddenly, i felt so small in this world. am i so not needed? do i look like someone who cannot be trusted? i felt so empty . felt so lonely. who am i ? i wished to know the ans.... i wished i was nv borned into this world. 
me and bestfriend :)
i always bully him like usual! a proper one! da look so retard!
