Sunday, May 31, 2009 11:01 AM
CRAZY CRAZY!
Wakakakakakaka! Now i'm in a crazy state! Chionging for the term test tomorrow. Luckily, its open book, but bet will be damn difficult. So ya. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO SCARED OF FAILING IT!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! BITCH. FUCK. CB. KNNCCB. LALALALAL!! :))
Byes!
Saturday, May 30, 2009 12:48 PM
Woo!
Changed blogskin! These is the second blogskin i changed today. My blog is now branded! haha!
Monday is the start of term tests, and yet i'm here blogging. SINFUL~!
I haven't started studying. SINFUL~!
Did something wrong today. Never gonna do it again! ARGH! SINFUL~!
SINFUL DAY!
Sunday, May 24, 2009 7:32 AM
ALSO,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG YUXUAN! BOOHOO! ~
STRESS? NOT!
NOW!i'm doing my
FI technical report because tomorrow is the deadline. Also,
i've not being exercise for 1 week
le! NO!! I'm feeling fat! Gonna go exercise
liao! HOPE SO! And i found this poem on the net!
LOLS! Quite touching.
Failed Friendships
© Melanie S.
Do you know what it feels like to be left behind? losing everyone around you in such little time.
I try not to worry since they're left in the past but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.
It's hard to hide behind this frown, When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown.
I've lost everyone that meant the world to me. All I have left of them are these memories.
You have no idea how badly I want them back. But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack.
The pain of losing them will never go away.I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.
I feel like I no longer belong.I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong.
Haha. I feeling like creating ONE!
Lets see... My first try on creating a poem!
MY LOST FRIEND
© Zheng zhiyuan Lance
My heart was not steep but the footprints you left were just too
deep.
We went throught thick and thin but all it left was just nothing.
I was mourning but i think all you did was still playing.
Thinking it will recover, but it have yet to be soon
over.
When we were good friends,i thought it would lasts but it was just the
end.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 8:14 AM
20 May 2009
HAIX HAIX HAIX!Today wasn't a day for me! So many unlucky things happened to me! Argh! Let me list it down!
1) Forget to hand in my MC! (2 days somemore le. OH MY GOD! APEL ABSENT 2 TIMES LE! Now become rotten APPLE le! =.=" I need to go bribe that auntie liao!)
2) Lost my MP4! (Oh my god. To me, my mp4 is really important to me! I treasured it so much, yet it still DISAPPEAR! =.=" May that FUCKING BITCH WHO TOOK MY MP4 RETURN IT TO ME AND I WILL CHANGE THIS POST TO BENEVOLENT BITCH! Ok? :) )
3) Almost loss my shoe bag! ( Waolau, if i really loss my shoe bag ah, today will be my most most most unlucky day! Luckily, i found it back! :) )
4) I ate a meal which is agar agar 1000 cal! ONE THOUSAND CALORIES LEX! FUCK IT! TOGETHER WITH MY BREAKFAST AND LUNCH, ITS OVER MY DAILY NEEDS! KNS! I DON'T WANT TO GET FAT! ) But i got reason de ok! I'm so so so busy lex! Where got the time to exercise!?ZZZZ!! :o
5) Today, i want to officially anounce that my penis and testis will ROT! Because, i broke my 5 days exercise per week for 1 hour rule!
6) Now is 2.30am, meeting my group members at 9.30am , and yet i'm still not in my lalaland! Kanninabuchaocheebye! :o haha! cannot scold in real life, i scold in my blog! BLEAH! :P
Friday, May 15, 2009 8:09 AM
From that day onwards, I always thought that nobody in the world will ever care about my presence. Always envied people who was being taken care of. Started to play truancy, in order just to attract attention. Using means and ways to let people know that i'm alive, i'm in this world! But it always failed. So i gave up myself, i gave up the world. I care less about my studies and start to spend my days unfruitfully. Until today, i realise that there's people care about me, notice that i'm alive. People actually do care about me, just that i didn't even care about them! I've always living in my world, thought that there will be a day when hands will reach out for me and save me from loneliness. Hands were already reached out for me, just that i was too enveloped in my own loneliness and did not sense it!I REALLY WANT TO THANKS MY FRIENDS (YOU KNOW WHO YOU'RE) FOR CARING ABOUT ME! LOVES YOU'LL! :))I will really study hard! I swear with my penis and testis to pass all my term test paper! :)
HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO MELVIN ONG!HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ALOYSIUS KOH!
HII!Had two days MC because doctor suspects me of having swine flu. Ya, so quarantine lo. NAH! Just kidding! :) Erm i'm having throat infection ba? If i'm not wrong! But you know, i'm a hardworking student , despite having MC i wished to go to school! However, i was unable to make it. ZZZZ!! Slept till 1 pm again! Woke up, realise i have nothing to do! So changed my ugly blogskin and post! :) Thats all! Thanks for reading! It cost your $100 bucks! :)
Saturday, May 9, 2009 10:37 AM
oh! suddenly suddenly, has an urge to be a novel writer! A sad-story writer! I wished my story would make those who read, cry. So i'm going to try it now! :) Enjoy!
Title :
A sad sad story!Writer: Thats me of course!
Editor: -NIL- ( so there will be some grammar and sentence construction mistakes. Bear with it)
Lance, a student of temasek poly. He has not done his homework and, yet he's watching anime. He's gonna be doomed on Monday.
The End!
Friday, May 1, 2009 10:15 AM
TODAY!Today, went to WILD WILD WET with SL,YT,MEL,GARY and DEEPAK. Okay, everything seems to be fine even my tongue! woo~ i'm really getting used to my tongue piercing! CONGRATULATIONS TO ME :) I found out that using that protein supplement as a replacement for meals will make you become FAT?! I don't know is it true or not, better believe than becoming fat. So i decided to go back to my 5 exercise days per week PLAN! ARGH! I don't want to become FAT! After wild wild wet, we went to buangkok to take pics! We have taken a lot of funny pics! It was a fun time taking pics! If you want to see those pics, try going SL's blog. Maybe she has already uploaded those pics, or maybe NOT! haha! I don't know her la!
Feel like going shopping, buying clothes that i like! Wanted to buy a hoodie in unque lo (don't know how to spell their name) and a shirt from messy! AWWWW!! I WANT MONEY! Come rolling into my pocket please!
haix, things came to my mind one after another. I realised, when i said things like ' theres always a role you play in others' life' , i'm will get emo, curious or whatever shit feelings. Wondering, what role am i playing in everyone's life? Does anyone in the world notice that i'm alive? Nobody would share with me their troubles. I'm just a nobody. Oh, i realised, i'm playing as a nobody in your life.
